Going Crazy! Need a ride?

There are so many times that I look in the wrong direction and see that I should have been there all along. Have you ever done that? Being on a path and walking along fine until you stumble and look around at things around you and you start digging around that other side and realize, that you were on the wrong path and should have been there all along.
It's cold outside. Another cold front has brought in freezing temps. I hurt so bad this week it was nuts, even after the rain it didn't stop until finally the cold front came through. But, not great either though. It lifted some, and the pain was then more manageable. I hate this cold weather like this. Actually, my hot natured self loves the cold crisp air, but I hate what it does to me as it's making its way through the town I live in. Finally my bones begin to stop aching and I can not worry so much about hurting so badly. It's almost like a relief for a few hours, then of course I start having pain due to the cold air around me. I can't win for loosing. So - let me scoot off here and I shall return soon...thanks for reading!