PAIN - LET'S TYOU KNOW - YOU ARE STILL ALIVE

PAIN - LETS YOU KNOW YOU ARE STILL ALIVE
Current mood:MISUNDERSTOOD
Category: Life
I HAVE ALWAYS HEARD THAT SAYING "NO PAIN - NO GAIN" I KNOW THAT IS TRUE, BUT IN MY CASE, ITS TWICE AS BAD. I MUST GO THROUGH HORRIBLE PAIN JUST TO GET ME TO A POINT OF GAIN, BUT THEN I NEVER REALLY GAIN ANYTHING.

I BELIEVE THAT IF YOU CAN FEEL PAIN, YOU ARE STILL ALIVE.
I HAVE BEEN NEAR DEATH, MORE THAN ONCE. I HAVE BEEN IN A STATE THAT
I FELT NOTHING. BEING POKED BY NEEDLES, BEING PRESSED ON, I FELT NOTHING.
I REMEMBER LAYING THERE AND THINKING TO MYSELF, I MUST BE DYING BECAUSE
I FEEL NO PAIN. THE PAIN LETS ME KNOW I AM STILL ALIVE. I WAKE UP TO PAIN.
SIT ON A HEATING PAD ACROSS MY BACK JUST TO GET MYSELF WHERE I CAN GET A CUP OF COFFEE, I CAN'T JUST HIT THE FLOOR RUNNING. WHY? I DON'T KNOW WHY...
BUT, I KNOW IT'S PAIN AND I AM STILL ALIVE.

I HAVE ALL THESE TERRIBLE PAINFUL CONDITIONS, DISEASES, ILLNESSES - WHATEVER YOU CALL IT...

MY PAINFUL BODY HURTS FROM MY HAIR TO MY TOES. I HAVE 4 KNOWN PAINFUL CONDITIONS...WELL ACTUALLY MORE THAN THAT -

FIGHTING THESE PAINFUL DISORDERS ARE VERY TOUGH.
I HAVE THE FOLLOWING: IF YOU ARE WANTING TO KNOW MORE ABOUT ONE OF THESE CONDITIONS, THEN GO AHEAD AND SEARCH IT, PUT IT IN THE GOOGLE SEARCH BAR, AND SEE WHAT YOU FIND.

1. TRIGEMINAL NEURALGIA - TOP 5 MOST PAINFUL CONDTIONS KNOWN TO THE MEDICAL PRACTICE, AND IT'S ALSO CALLED THE SUICIDE DISEASE. http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/trigeminal-neuralgia/DS00446

2 . FIBROMYALGIA - ANOTHER PAINFUL CONDTION THAT EFFECTS MY LEGS, FEET AND ARMS


3. NEUROPATHY - VERY PAINFUL CONDITION THAT AFFECTS MY LEGS, FEET ETC. THE NERVES IN MY BODY. IT'S A SIDE EFFECT OF MY DIABETES.

4. REFLEX SYMPATHETIC DYSTROPHY (UNDER TESTING STILL) - THIS IS AS PAINFUL AS MY TN. VERY HARD TO DEAL WITH.

A PINCHED NERVE - IN MY BACK AND CARPAL TUNNEL SYNDROME, LET'S NOT LEAVE OUT MY DEPRESSION AND INSOMNIA DUES TO THE ABOVE CONDITIONS...
I AM WORKING SO HARD TO UNDERSTAND. TO UNDERSTAND MY PAIN,TO FIGHT THE PAIN. TO DO WHAT I CAN TO LOOSEN MY BODY UP AND GET ME TO WHERE I NEED TO BE.
THE MORE RESEARCH I DO ABOUT MY CONDITIONS AND THE MORE I UNDERSTAND THEM, THE BETTER I GET AT HANDLING THE STRUGGLES I FACE DAILY. SOMEONE ASKED ME TO DESCRIBE A DAY IN MY LIFE, I WILL DO THAT IN A BLOG NEXT....AS ALWAYS, THANKS FOR READING.
TRACY